Thursday, December 9, 2010

More Than A Year

More than a year since I've written here. Feels longer. Feels odd to be back. Am I back? I don't really know. Why am I here? Because I can't sleep. Because my mind, it troubles me. Good ol' blogger. Comforts me. I guess.

Times is tough. Times is hard. I've been through worse, though, so I have. So have we all.

I want to say... (what do I want to say?)... that I love this life. Shocking, to me. Yet it's true. I do love this life, and the friends I've made. Wouldn't trade them for the world. And the experiences I've had- yes, they've made me who I am.

And I'm ok. Really. I'm ok. Not an angel but not a monster, either. No matter what anyone may think. I'm a good person.

We're going to have a better year in 2011. All of us, a better year. Abundant lives. Purpose and destiny (and dare I say it? maybe even God?) will lead us where we need to be. I believe that now.

To all my blogger friends, I love you. We may be lost, but we're not forgotten. And when there's someone there to remember us, we can always find our way home.

2 comments:

Sassy said...

You are definitely a good person. A GREAT person. I hope 2011 is a better year. This year has blown me out of the water.

Love you, Hoo..lots!

Angeline Rose Larimer said...

Love you, too.

But...your Christmas card came back. Where the hell you living at??